For the past several months, I was deep in a left-brain project—structured, logical, historical, and (yes!) an abundance-answered prayer. I was part of something that felt big, fun, and meaningful. It was precision, numbers, calibration… and a beautiful ride.
But then—two weeks off.
And in that short window, my right brain kicked the door open.
My creative side didn’t just whisper; it roared.
I found myself journaling again. Not just to reflect, but to reimagine.
One morning I opened up one of Joe Dispenza’s “Rewrite Your Story” exercises, and, without thinking too much, I wrote a version of my life where… I never got married. I didn’t think anything of it at the time. It was just a writing prompt. A thought experiment.
But months later, something stirred.
I remembered something my Mom once told me:
“I almost went to nursing school in London. If I had, you would’ve been born there.”
It stopped me in my tracks.
And then a friend casually added:
“If you had been born in London, you wouldn’t have become a clinical pharmacist. You would’ve been a successful, posh author.”
And just like that—the rewrite wasn’t a game anymore.
It became a doorway.
It started as a journal entry.
Then I kept going.
I wrote scenes. Memories. Foods. Feelings.
A different life, where the heart still felt like me.
I showed it to a few close friends—they loved it.
A Facebook friend raved about it so much, it jolted me into putting it on Substack.
That’s how Bonne Nuit, Beautiful Dreamer was born.
And I’m reminded of something Bashar always says:
“Follow your highest excitement.”
It will take you places your left brain couldn’t have calculated.
It’s not about control. It’s about alignment.
What began as an exercise in imagination has become a published series with loyal readers, soulful praise, and a rhythm that feels like my truest self. A different timeline, yes—but maybe not so different after all. Maybe it was waiting for me.
And maybe your rewrite is too.
Oh and if you want to follow me on Substack, here it is the first of many to come Bonne Nuit, Beautiful Dreamer.
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